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The Man in Black fled across the desert, and the Gunslinger followed

9/22/07 06:34 am - What to do at 6:30 am

So I'm going back to rocky this weekend.
I'm praying that it won't be a complete waste of my time.
I know I haven't written in this thing for god knows how long. I doubt anyone even reads this.
I've been promoted at Iron Hill resturant. I'm now working on the front line as a grill cook. Which is really nice because the back line is like the chess club, and the front line is the jocks. Plus less bullshit.
So If you find yourself in Iron Hill and see me come up and say hello.

3/18/07 02:22 am - I Really Hope

I really hope everyone, at some point in thier life, feels the same way I feel right now.

Current Music: Tom Waits-Fish & Bird
Current Mood: loved

3/14/07 11:36 pm - Fuck It

Fuck work, I mean jesus christ.
Swing shifts are a fucking bitch and a half.

3/13/07 01:46 pm - Anne Frank's Ghost came to me and said this.

Stop reading my journal.

Any of the ways.

Getting a little sick. Not really liking it. 

Why are some people just so dramatic. Thinking that I hate them because something else came up at the last minute. I should really upgrade the maturity level in my friends.
Working at Iron Hill is really fun now a days. I've become an Appitizer cook, and a little bit of a salads person. It beats the hell out of washing dishes. 

I saw that Movie 300. I liked it. It's really hard to do a good action movie, But that usually has to do with plot and characters. 

Any of the ways, I'm going to go put in an application for an apartment.

Dream journal is next.
Current Music: Tom Waits-If I have to go.

3/10/07 01:28 am - King among Kings

So I haven't updated in a long time due to lack of internet. And more to the fact that I don't know where to start.
I've had the best sex in my life.
I've started seeing someone, to whom I haven't had sex with. But I am her first kiss.
And another Girl who is very interested in me.

All in the same 2 weeks I might add.

I'm looking for a new apartment, my lease is up at the end of May.

I've become a cook at the Iron Hill Brewery. Making Appitizers.

Some things that are really fucked up are happening around me. But you guys and gals are not privy to that just yet.

I'm almost happy agian. Almost.

God's a tricky Bastard.
Current Mood: good

2/25/07 08:05 pm - Pickle...

I've seemed to have gotten myself into one.
It's not bad.
Just wierd.

1/9/07 11:48 pm - Umm so there's a half dead fat guy eating a dead fat guy, we're just ignoring that I see.

Yeah so my internet is back.
Much to my surprise.

12/16/06 10:42 pm - If there really was a man on the moon where does he poop? And for that matter how is he breathing?

I get really angry when friends block the whole world out, including me.
I mean here is a person who has told me a dark secret. And I've her mine.
But she blocks me out like everyone else. I guess I'm not really important to her.

That octopus nightmare really is starting to freak me the hell out. Every time I think about it I get chills.
Well at least it's not zombies anymore.

I'm so glad for rocky, because it gives me a reason to get out of the house.

I watched A Scanner Darkly and loved it.
I watched Lady in the Water and loved it.

I'm still in my pjs and it's 10:41.

And that whole writing thing I did a post or 2 earlier. I just want to state that I was semi-conscious.

Current Music: Tom Waits-If I have to go.

12/16/06 12:05 pm - Since I was a kid.

This morning I did something I haven't done since I was a kid.
I was having a nightmare and woke myself up in a jerk.
It was an octopus crawling out of a hole in the wall above my sink.
And it had crab claws at the end of it's tentacles.
The really strange thing is I like octopuses.

12/16/06 04:20 am - Like the Bull giving up his horns, Like the Fire giving up it's heat.

It's right around 4 am. 3:54 to be exact.
And the complete utter existence of time is fading.
The world is melting into one undescribable form.
Solid becomes gas, and gas into liquid and so on and so forth.
The reality of mankind is blinked out of sight.
seconds become eons.
Days become stars, endless and yet doomed.
Ants roam around skyscrapers, drive cars, fall in love.
Blood. Endless rivers of blood course through the veins of life.
And at a throne sits a being.
A simple being, but a being with un-surmountable knowledge.
This, this Thing. This horrible yet great thing sits and watches.
Thinking of what could and will happen.
Millions of lives Moving, Moving just to know that they are alive.
Billions of worlds in a grain of sand.
All controlled, All Dominated, All at the will of this thing.
This Thing, All knowing, All power-full, All of everything.
And yet it can be winked out like a flame on the wick.
But that is the damnation of ones self.
The ones that do stop moving, stop purpose, stop a life worth living.
But then again this Thing is cruel.
This Thing is malevolent.
This Thing is what keeps us moving when all sense is gone.
And to replace it with the thought of chance is a foolish thing to do.
For that is the damnation of ones self.
An uncountable series of events and actions not seen by us.
But all seen by it.
It does not Love, it does not Hate.
It just is.
For if you thirst there will be water.
If it wills it.

 

 

(I've just spent 20 minutes writing this. And I really have no idea why. If someone reads this and comes to a conclusion please tell me.)

12/9/06 12:05 pm - Umm so there's a half dead fat guy eating a dead fat guy, we're just ignoring that I see.

So I was just woken up to a knock on the outside door. It was a man named Ed who was staying at my upstairs neighbors place. But he wanted his stuff so he could leave. So apparently the guy upstairs actually does Crack, and hires hookers.

Yeah.

But Ed is going to be a hero and call my landlords about him. I would but I've seen no evidence of his dealings up there, I just know him as being annoying.

In other news.
2 weeks to christmas and I haven't gotten anyone anything.
I really do not like christmas. Not in a grinch way but I just think you should give people things in random moments. So i've decided to make mix Cd's for my family of Tom Waits. For the main fact that I'm poor.
Current Music: Hedwig-Wicked Little Town.
Current Mood: blah

12/7/06 02:47 am - If I have to go, Don't wear your Hair that way.

And yet again I amaze myself by mentally kicking myself in the balls.
I'm using myself as a punching bag.
I got some Canadian Whiskey. Not sure if it's good or not...Cough...ok it's good. A little weak but good.

I thought of a movie idea I'm going to put in the works. Well 2 movies actually.
The deal on the latest one isn't up for anything until I write out a script.

But if anyone I mean anyone is interested in making a short Mock-u-mentary with me here is the deal.
It's a sex interview. You will be asked a series of questions, which like the title has to do with sex.
BUT this isn't about that specific person. I would want you to make up a character or act out a character I've thought of, and answer as they would answer.
I'm asking and tell you all about this because I think it would be fun and can be funny in some way.
Plus even though I probably could I wouldn't want to play 4 different characters, in different costumes.
I need at least 3 girls and 3 boys.
So if you are interested reply to this post or contact me in some way.
OR if you have a suggestion for a character please reply.
Current Music: Tom Waits-If I have to go.
Current Mood: cold

12/5/06 03:05 am - The Last Gunslinger.

I've realized how much shit my life is at this moment.

I'm chasing after a girl I'll never get.
I hate where I live.
And most of my free time is spent sitting around, doing nothing.

Fucking Hell self realization is such a fucking drag.

12/3/06 10:18 am - Don't mind the Whale in the tub, He's only looking for attention.

Don't you just hate it when you wake up every morning, and feel like you've been kicked in the balls.
I don't understand some things about certain people. I feel kinda walked over.

My internet has been out for days on end and well that makes me kinda mad s someway.

11/26/06 11:22 pm - wait till you here this shit

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCfgCyxqwq4&eurl=
Really go watch this.
You won't be dissapointed.

11/25/06 03:16 pm - And That's The Story Of The Soy Bean.

I guess no one liked my bedtime story.

11/23/06 10:36 pm - HELLS YEAH!

Ok now I'm happy.
Josie will Hopefully be coming by for a visit. Oh that fills me with glee.

Now a Bedtime story.

Once upon a time there was a Poor Child with no mother and no father.
And everything was dead.
And no one was left in the whole world.
And everything was dead.
And the child went and searched day and night.
And since nobody was left on the earth he wanted to go up to the heavens.

And the Moon was looking so friendly to him.
And when he got to the Moon, the Moon was a piece of rotten wood.

And so he went to the Sun.
And when he got to the Sun, the Sun was a wilted sunflower.

And so he went to the Stars.
And when he got to the Stars, they were little golden flies stuck up there like the strike sticks among the black thorn.

And when he wanted to back to earth, the earth was a overturned piss-pot.
And he was all alone, and he sat down and cried.
And he is there to this day, all alone.

Ok there's your story.
Night Night.
Current Music: Tom Waits-Children's Story.
Current Mood: amused

11/23/06 06:19 pm - Zombies

I got the new Tom Waits Album and that fills me with joy.
Thanksgiving was ok, But I never hang out with anyone anymore.
Sigh.
I'm bored.
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Still Bored.
HELP!
Current Music: Tom Waits-The Fall of Troy
Current Mood: bored

11/23/06 11:48 am - Gossip

Gobble Gobble Gobble.

11/19/06 11:36 pm - shoes


I'm not even in the right state of mind to tell you about this video.
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